Friday, December 03, 2004

oo1. diary

I was sitting here earlier & i realised how wierd it is that people change their personalities to suit the people they are with. Everyone does it, me included. It's so wierd. I won't mention names but friend 'X' changes msn name to impress the person they like, even though friend 'X' doesn't usually have msn names like that. Friend 'Y', around me, acts different & changes style from the way they act & their style around their other friends. & me? When I'm writing my website I take into account all the people who will be looking at my site, & i realise that most of them type in shorthand & slang so on my site I try and make sure I type like that. I don't know why I do it but I just think I should, because I know being myself isn't good enough sometimes for some people. With this diary thing I'm just going to be myself & express myself the way I want to-I'm used to typing words out how they're spelt-I'm not going to reduce myself to shorthand just because I feel I should. It isn't just the way I type though..thats only one small part of it. I really am starting to feel like people don't accept me for the way I am & the way I dress & the music I like, I feel like I should constantly change myself so people like me, which is weird because up until now I've never given a shit about how people see me, but now I want people to like me as much as my friends, I don't want to be the odd one out anymore..


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